Unforgetable

Life is always so short.

Just as seeing him for four days in the referral centre, seeing his condition getting at least better and all of the sudden having seizure after the second visiting hours (7pm) when we are all homed, back to oxygen compartment and seizure again near midnight and that's it, all chapters of his story ended in just minutes after that seizure.

It's really disheartening to hear, see or even know about it, the moment the news is spoken to my ears, it's like the world collapse in front of me, sobbing with tears continuing dripping and I can't even control myself, bursting into cries. I don't even know how I managed to talk to the nurse over the phone, in my mind, I only wanted to see him again, hug him again, carry him once more and even sayang him.

I know it won't even have a chance to be revived but I really wish that would happen when I rushed down to see him once more. Seeing him lying there, my heart just pained, so pain that how I wished I would be able to share his burden or even give up some time of my life for him. At least, he won't be suffering or at least he can get to go back home or live a bit longer.

I just missed him so much.
He will always be my good and beloved ah boy, chu zhai, dong gan chao ren, batman.

Missing you.
Beloved by us.

p/s: Ah boy, you are always beloved by jie jie, quan quan, hua sheng, daddy and mummy. You will always be in our hearts. Love you.