Complicated Feelings

Ever since 23rd, the days are often too emotional.
Mood changes very fast, latest news of Selina's health and reports on how the whole incident happened.
Feel sad and pain for her, can imagine her pain and it is definately worse than how i feel from my injury on my face during childhood.
Feel angry from those reports on the incident too, how can they allow this to happen.

Sigh, life is really full of ups and downs. Sometime, I really don't understand why life must be in this kind of arrangements.

Can't we just make something out of it?
Can't we just be happy everyday?
Can't we just not feel all unhappiness?
Can't we just ignore all downs?

Think the above will never be happening for a long time, never everlasting.

No downs, there won't be ups.
No unhappiness, there won't be happiness.
No sad, there won't be happy.

Without sadness, you won't be able to judge how happy you are.
Without unhappiness, you won't be able to feel the happiness around you.
Without downs, you won't work harder to gain your ups.

Sigh...